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Monday, January 19, 2009
indeed its very long since i last blog. this year is not a very good year for me. everythin must start afresh by lunar new year. i afraid to lost frens or sisters ond even family members, the pain and sorrow which you cant define and its carved in your heart leaving a memorable hurt. i've given up my studies lerr. i noe i'm goin to regret it one day but cause of my current work i need to give up either one. 6 more days to lunar new years lerr, i working throughout the new year, haas, but its fine with me anyway though i always feel bored at my cousin house alot of restriction. among all my cousin my qualifications is the lowest and worst still my outlook to them is just a typical ah lian. does bodyart and smoking really marks down the first impression.? nowadays alot of problems and question keep popping out of my mind i really hope to get it solve but its hard. its hard to be a middle person, i hate its alot. especially when it come to relationship it damn annoying. most of my sisters are hurt by those unresonable guys, when the girls harden their heart the guy tend to turn back, is it a form of chasing them back or just mainly frens concern.? so please to all the girls out dere, open your eyes wide before you do anythin that is ridiculous. dont ever say words like LEAVE ME AND I'LL DIE IN FRONT OF YOU it only make the guys more and more piss off. for the first few time you said its fresh but sooner or later its bored and guy find it irritating. so when you love a guy treasure them, dont shed your tears when they are gone, it wont be any use. nowadays seldom meet up with sisters lerr, need to work and my timing is totally different from them, either morning job or schooling, while when they are sleeping i'll be working when they are sleeping or enjoying i'm working. trying to fork out more times but most of the activities are held on public holidays or weekend but i cant go, how i wish i can go but to avail i cant apply for off that day. trying to find better job and quite tired being an owl. but i cant bear to leave my working place, manangers & boss & collegues are all very good. despite quarrel but after awhile everything get back to normal. its just like my second home, i've already adapted to the environment and it need time for me to change to day job. nearly half year working with the big family my eye bags and dark eyes circle coming out also. omg, need go for facial soon. awaiting for my pay day. yipee. alot of things to buy, surely cant save for the month lerr. ops. shall just stop here and i'm goin to get some rest. will update tml:) |
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